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"It's just a phase you'll forget eventually"
Fuck that, I was out when you tested me
"No", I said "I've had enough"
"It's been a long two years and I've been mad enough"
And now I'm finally growing out of this haze just to feel the guilt and be greeted by your face
I guess I never got the chance to say that you're not welcome here anyway
I've been sleeping just to run from memories
And I'm still sleeping just to run from everything
What did you expect?
Is this what you wanted?
A chance to self-reflect and regain all that you've lost in me?
You tore down any reason I had to stay
And now you're left here wandering aimlessly
And I've been stuck in a hell
With your foot on my head 'til now
It took some time to adjust and find that I'm self aware
Nothing's changed but nothing's the same
So I'll leave you lost with my apology
I chose self-interest over sympathy
And it's just the same thing again this time
But I don't care enough to change your mind
What did you expect?
Is this what you wanted?
A chance to self-reflect and regain all that you've lost in me?
You tore down any reason I had to stay
And now you're left here wandering aimlessly
And I've been sleeping just to run from memories of the sands you shifted in my life
And I'm still searching for some sanity to help me distance myself in time
I've been sleeping to run from my memories
And I'm still sleeping to run from everything
It's not up to you to say "I am sorry for everything I put you through"
But it's up to me to save myself from you

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from Save Yourself, released December 16, 2016

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