I lost all my patience, though i swore to silence
And here I stand once again
I just have so much to say to you
I can't find peace, so selfishly trashed everything that was left between
She's like "You know what sounds unhealthy to me? 6 months, 8 days after we leave - you're still stuck on a failed romance with me. Get a grip, it just wasn't happening."
Well no shit, you think it's where I chose to be?
I tried damn near it all just to make believe
that we never traded hurt back on 8/3
Don't you ever forget what you said to me:
"This time I'm putting my pride aside to tell you that
I need to see you again; can't face this emptiness.
This distance is not a remedy, and I still love you, you see?
Can't fill this space in between."
Is that what you do when I refuse
To say "I love" or just meet up with you
In a blur that neither one of us could remove or see through
You brought another out where we would stand
on the same cement I held your hand
And I fell, and I grew up alongside you
So when every fallback fades and your life remains the same,
just ask yourself who's to blame
"This time I'm putting my pride aside to tell you that
I need to see you again; can't face this emptiness.
This distance is not a remedy, and I still love you, you see?
Can't fill this space in between."
"I can't accept that it's past the end. We can so back these stitches again."
Well, I'd do anything to forget
everything that made it harder like
The mail from your sister
Your makeup on my shirt
The mixtapes I can't just let go
Do I miss her?
I'm still asking myself if I made a mistake
I just wish I had told you how I felt the same
Cause this fall has been torture and you weren't to blame
But were so quick to put someone else in my place
Just like that, no going back, two years down the drain
I just wish that I never ended it that way
There's just so much more I feel I needed to say
But you're so far away now, want nothing with me
And all I can think is I made a mistake
Did I make a mistake?
credits
released July 31, 2018
Music recorded by Sam Henderson (Recordingwithsam) @ Always Be Genius Studio in Crown Point, IN
Mastered by John Naclerio
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